eimai se athlia psyxologikh katastash to teleutaio mhna xwrisa apo mia sxesh pou an kai htan mikrh sextika (5 mhnes) htan gemath kales stigmes mexri th teleutaia stigmh......an den anakateuotan tritoi kai den me gemizan ypopsies den tha eixe ginei tipota...wspou thn teleutaia mera pou hmastan mazi ka8isa kai tou ta eipa kai anhsyxousa synexeia gia to an ekane kati .....meta me xwrise mou eipe oti ksenerwse oti den mporei allo na mhn tou exw empistosynh kai telos......exw prospathisei polles fores na tou milhsw kai na ton metapeisw alla autos apla me agnoei....mia fora mono edeikse kati alla meta alakse gnwmh...kai otan ton rwtaw giati na mhn mporoume na syzhthsoume estw auto pou egine mou leei den eimai etoimos gi auto ,eimai periergos,den mporoume na eimaste mazi....kathimerina klaiw olh thn hmera rixnontas eu8ynes ston eauto mou....giati na ephreazomai apo tous gyrw?giati na eixa pei tote auta pou mou elegan?giati na mhn mou milaei kan kai giati na mhn mporw na kanw kati na tou allaksw gnwmh.....kserw to myalo tou kollaei alla giati?exei epistrepsei se mena alles 3 fores st parelthon kai kathimerina gia na hremhsw zw me thn elpida oti tha ksanagyrisei...zw mono gi auto...... :( h sxesh mas htan gemath me wraies stigmes kai ksafnika apo th mia mera sthn allh xathikan ola....den me gemizei tipota....alles fores thelw enan anthrwpo diko mou synexeia konta mou alles thelw na eimai entelws monh mou....den vriskw nohma se tipota kai niwthw apisteuta monh,,,thelw na fygw alla opou kai na paw eimai ta idia h kai xeirotera,opote menw edw kai mia hremw kai mia niwthw oti trelainomai.....h alhthia einai oti tou eixa empistosynh kai den kserw giati ta eipa tote ola auta.......alla na pou telika twra den mporw na diorthwsw tipota .....kai eimai edw kai kanw kako ston eauto mou kai tipota allo.... :(
an mporeite peite mou kati...exw anagkh apo mia symvoulh...
