wake me up when September ends..
kalispera se olous,
prospathw na katalavw pws leitourgei edw to sistima me foroum,minimata kai ta loipa ,elpizw auto pou grafw na min kata lathos vrethei background sto desktop mou alla posted.
Egw to mono pou thimamai einai pws ta teleutaia 5 xronia tis zwis mou varethika na akouw kathe pempti theia apo tin anw kolopetinitsa na mou leei '' kane kati vre paidi mou,rafto to rimadi,mi me vlepeis emena twra pou eimai etsi, stin ilikia sou oli i katw raxoula me kinigouse!Toso omorfi kopela eisai,mia koukla,krima einai!'' tsimpwntas mou ta magoula me tosi dinami pou konteuan na aposigkolithoun.
Thimamai pws perasa poli kairo apo tote pou paxina mpainontas sto panepistimio pou krivomoun apo ton kosmo, tous goneis, tous siggeneis, tous gkomenous ma perissotero apo emena tin idia.Etrwga mono otan imoun teleiws moni kai ekleina kai tis kourtines mipws me dei o geitonas me to pirouni sto stoma kai pei ''pali trwei auti?''.
Ana diastimata sixainomoun ton tropo diatrofis mou ,anoiga to psigeio kai petaga sta skoupidia oti eixe panw apo 5% lipara. Merikes fores 2 wres meta epiana ton eauto mou na skeftetai mipws eprepe na anoiksw ton kado kai na ta ksanaparw. Den to ekana alla kai mono to gegonos pws pernouse auti i skepsi apo to mialo mou me ekane na katalavw pws ipirxe provlima.
Kai diaita sti diaita, sterisi sti sterisi, apogoiteusi stin apogoiteusi, gkomenoi pou efeugan,alloi pou den erxontan pote, mia mana petsi kai kokkalo, files kollites klari ston anemo, mia moda pou ekane ta rouxa olo kai pio mikra kai kapou ekei mesa ki egw ,mia zoumpourli, mpampatsikia pou lene kai sto xwrio mou. Pou kathe fora epnige ti varemara kai ti stenaxwria se ena,dio piata fagito.
Gemiza to stomaxi mou mipws kai gemisei ligo kai i psixi mou. Ki auti i proskairi xara tis mpoukias itan i antamoivi mou gia to gegonos pws eixa ginei xali na me patane pisteuontas pws dinontas oti eixa kai den eixa stous girw mou tha 'ksexasoun' pws eimai xontri. Eniwtha pws mou kanoun kai xari osoi asxolountai mazi mou, akoma ki an iksera kala pws an den imoun toso anasfalis kapoies epiloges proswpwn den tha eixan ginei eksarxis.
Gia na min kourazw evala daktilio stis 13/4/2006 akrivws prin tin megali evdomada.Oloi mou eipan 'ma giati den to kaneis meta to Pasxa na fas kai to arnaki sou na euxaristitheis?' kai i apantisi mou itan pws 'o xontros den perimenei kaloi mou anthrwpoi to Pasxa gia na faei parapanw!Gi auton kathe mera einai Pasxa!' . Imoun 100 kila kai exw xasei apo tote 17 kila. To pio periergo einai pws pleon anazitw poly pio ygieines trofes apo prin. Ksanarxisa to tennis pou eixa afisei kai imoun toso kali. Gelaw pali me sigouria, i theia apo tin katw kolopetinitsa to voulwse mia kai dia pantos! Vlepw agoria na me koitane kai den psaxnw pia na vrw pou me koutsoulise to pouli wste na koitazoun pros to meros mou.
Vevaia molis katalava poso kako ekana ston eauto mou trwgontas poli akoma ki an me vlepw na adinatizw i psixologia mou einai ligo mparmpoutsala. Menw mesa sto spiti ,vlepw elaxista tous filous mou kai ntrepomai genikws na vriskomai se kosmo. To paleuw omws oso mporw, alla den mporw na papsw na skeftomai to prin oso omorfo ki an einai to twra. To mono pou kanw einai na diavazw gia to master, na paizw me ti skila mou kai na akouw mousiki kapnizontas. Kai se auto ton kapno pou fisw apo mesa mou vgainoun kai oloi oi daimones apo to parelthon. Oles oi anasfaleies, oi fovies, oles oi fores pou to varos pou kouvalousa ginotan diplo apo osous itan girw mou kai me fortwnan athela tous i oxi.
Perimenw ton Septemvri pou tha eimai kanoniki an oxi adinati kai tote einai pou thelw kapoios na me ksipnisei. Kserw pws den ginetai gi auto epsaksa na vrw anthrwpous pou perasan i pernoun to idio me mena. Gia na niwsw ligo ligotero moni se olo auto, na parw ligi anasa akoma gia na antiliftthw poso allazei kai tha allaksei i zwi mou akoma. Kai na eimai etoimi gi auto ki oxi fovismeni. Na trafw kai na parw pia euxaristisi apo emena tin idia kai osa eimai ki oxi apo ta psixoula pou vaftiza eutuxia...
Euxaristw gia to xwro kai xrono sas,
fei