to na zeis ena apoluto tipota!
kalhspera...thelw apla na pw kapou auta pou mou sumvainoun...kai vrika to forum ws eukairia mias kai den exw thn dunatotita na milisw se kapoion allo...to provlima ksekinise ton ioulio pou exasa ton mikro (13) kai monadiko ksaderfo mou...tuxainei na mhn exw aderfia kai o mikros htan san aderfos mou, zousame kai mazi gia polla xronia. To gegonos auto htan safestata mia polu arnitikh donish kai me tarakounise oso tipota allo. To apotelesma olwn autwn htan na mhn exw diathesh gia diaskedash...h apomakrunsh apo tous pades,...akoma kai o mhdenismos, kai epishs exw ginei upervolika stwiko atomo. H monh mou sudrofia pleon einai h mousikh to diavasma kai to internet. eimoun etsi mexri ton oktwvrio...(kati pou den sas eipa einai oti prin to thanato tou mikrou eixa eidi apofasisei na metaferthw sthn rwssia gia spoudes). Ton oktwvrio ekana ena neo ksekinima sth zwh mou...se mia ksenh xwra ths opoia den gnwrizw oute kan th glwssa...Vlepetai pisteva pws auto isws na mou ekane kalo...Alla telika sumvainei to antitheto.Kanw mathimata glwssas se ena meros sto opoio uparxoun atoma apo alles xwres oi opoioi opws egw den gnwrizoun th glwssa kai proetoimazode gia tis metepeita spoudes.Sto meros auto eimai eidh 6 mhnes...exw gnwrisei arketa atoma alla krataw mia stoixiodh epafh me ena, logo tou oti gnwrizei thn agglikh kai exoume kapoia koina.To provlima einai oti den uparxei gefura epikoinwnias me kanena atomo apo ekei. Epishs to gegonos oti den gnwrizw kala thn glwssa mou sterei thn dunatotia epithimiths epikoinwnias me tous anthwpous kai san na mhn eftane auto exw periorismeno eleuthero xrono dioti dexomai pieseis apo ta mathimata.sthn ousia exw mono mia kuriakh eleutherh. Ola auta pou sas eipa exoun ws apotelesma thn xeirotereush ths katastashs sthn opoia vriskomoun enw zouna sthn Ellada. dhladh...pane arketes meres pou den phgainw sta mathimata den vgainw apo to spiti den epikoinwnw me kanenan pleon para mono me tous goneis mou(stous opoious lew oti eimai para polu kala).Den koimamai perissotero apo 3 wres to 24wro kai to mono pou kanw einai na diavazw vivlia(logotexn-psuxol) kai na akouw mousikh.Niwthw apoluta axrhstos kai auto me kanei xeirotera. Auta se genikes grames. Einai duskolo na to zw olo auto alla tha kanw upomonh perimenodas kati kalutero tou xronou opou tha mpw sto panepistimio. Mexri tote H kathe mera tha pernaei san enas anousios aiwnas ston opoio den sumvainei tipota to aksiologo. Den tha pw tipota perissotero giati merika pragmata den perigrafode me lekseis!
*O Nikos Kazantzakhs eipe:"Exeis to pinelo kai ta xrwmata sou ,zwgrafise ton paradeiso kai mpes mesa" ----> den einai kai toso eukolo telika!