paidia sas xairetw olous.diavasa ola ta post kai tis proswpikes istories olwn kai eklaiga .to klama prohlthe giati eimai poly euaisthitopoihmenh me to sygekrimeno thema.einai poly megalh anakoufish na vlepeis oti den eisai o monos pou exeis perasei kati tetoio.einai dyskolo otan thelontas na milhsw gia ola auta pou aisthanomoun kai pathaina arxika akoma kai oi goneis mou me koitazan san oufo.einai ekplhktiko na diavazw kati apo enan anthrwpo kai na vlepw paromoies embeiries.Mexri ena shmeio aisthanesai oti eisai o monos pou ta pathainei.egw talaipwrhthika paara poly sthn emfanish twn krisewn panikou giati hmoun mia kopela mesa sth trelh xara kai h psyxh ths pareas pantou.gemath zwntania kefi ktl...asxeth me tetoia themata.otan oi kriseis ekanan tis prwtes emfaniseis hmoun trommera arnhtikh oti prokeitai gia kati tetoio.den gnwriza kan gi auto.ksekinhse se ena agaphmeno mou estiatorio me mia megalh parea.htan enas ksafnikos keraunos mia mera ap to pouthena.taxykardia,tash gia emeto,efidrwsh,tash lipothymias...ola mazi!!hmoun sugourh oti eimai arrwsth .ekana oles tis eksetaseis .ta panta kai prospathousa na piastw apo kati(ligo pesmenos sidhros,thema pieshs ktl)prospathousa na to sthriksw kapou..siga siga den borousa na perpathsw oute sto dromo monh mou.eixa zalada synexws...akoma se katasthma ebaina mono otan htan oi politries mesa.einai para poly asxhmes katastaseis gia opoion tis exei zhsei kai viwsei,eidika otan sto perivallon tou den yparxei anthrwpos pou na to katalavainei..akolouthisan poles fyges apo bar estiatoria sinema ktl me ena swro dikaiologies se kosmo pou me evlepe na feygw ksafnika...stamathsa na vgainw apo fovo na mhn pathw kati..arghsa poly na zhthsw vohtheia kai prospathousa me ena swro xazomares na ksegelasw ton eauto mou..evgaina eksw san na hmoun apo gyali kai me to paramikro me epiane fovia kai se dhmosio xwro evgaina panta eksw h phgaina toualeta na vreksw to proswpo m molis aisthanomoun th lipothymia...perasa 6 friktous mhnes xanontas polytimes stigmes...paraiththika apo koinwnikh zwh apo fovo mhn pathw kati...eniwtha arrwsth,avoithith,monh mou...
episkeuthka enan psyxiatro otan eixe ftasei sto aroxwrhto.den hmoun pepismenh oti tha voithithw,omws einai ap ta pragmata pou mona tous den feugoun.toulaxiston egw hmoun anhmporh na kanw kati.pairnw SEROXAT 7 mhnes.ksekinhsa me enamish xapi kai twra eimai sta 3..arxisa na aisthanomai kalytera ston prwto mhna.arxisa na vriskomai se dhmosio xwro me prospatheia giati h fovia den feugei eukola kai otan ta kataferna na antapekselthw h xara mou htan aperigrapth...einai dyskolo poly otan eisai me antrwpous pou den kseroun .teleutaia exw kati psilozalades pali.atonia.kyklothymies kai moydiasmata sto sagoni kai to kefali...epishs kanw poly asxhmo ypno.exw kseperasei tous panikous ktl alla fovamai mhn erthei h stigmh na kopsw ta xapia kai ksanapesw....ta xapia voithoun poly.auta pou niwthw twra den exoun kamia sxesh e th frikh twn panikwn !tha episkeutw ton giatro m syntoma
thelw na pw ena geia se olous ,kathws kai oti h zwh einai poly omorfh gia na xanoume xrono.thelei prospatheia kai dynamh gia na perasei auto... opws otan spame to podi mas kai thelei xrono gia na giatreutei etsi kai h psyxh mas!!to farmako mazi me syzhthsh prospatheia mikra vhmata kai aisiodoksia fernoun to fws ......
