ideopsuxanagastikh diataraxh sth zwh mou
Kalhspera sas! eimai foithtia eimai 20 xronwn kai edw kai ena xrono anakalupsa oti exw kai egw ideopsuxanagastikh diataraxh! exw kanei polles prospatheies na antimetwpisw authn thn idiaiteravasanistikh "diataraxh" uphr3e kairos pou eniwtha wraia kai den epireazomoun para polu alla uparxoun kai plls fores pou exwpolu asxhmes kriseis kai ftanw sto shmeio na amfivallw gia ton idio mou ton eauto!! phgainw taktika se enan psuxologo kai epishs edw kai ena mhna 3ekinhsa kai farmaka zoloft! teleutaia anxos mou einai polu entono veveia se auto sunteloun allages sto peivalon mou opws gia paradeigma h e3etastikh mia metakomhsh ena taxidi1 ola auta sunteloun sto na ftanw ton eauto mse megalh sunaisthimatikh piesh kai athela mou na kanw polu polu asxhmes skepseis!! polle sfores kathmai kai anarwtiemai me ton eauto mou giati na tuxi se emena auto gto pragma? giati na talaipwroumai adika..omws uarxoun kai stigmes pou lew ston eauto mou oti mesw ths sygekrimenhs diataraxhs ematha kapoi apragmata gi aton eato mou pou den h3ea..thn eswterikh anazhthsh! 3erw oti einai epipono kai vasanistiko olo auto,oi psuxanagasmoi kathws kai oi polu asxhmes skepseis! alla opoios exei dunamh kai thelhsh ta katafenei..siga siga ta vhmata,ena ena..einai polu duskolo alla afou hrthe auto sth zwh mou prepei na to antimetpisw! to asxhmo einai omws oti se periodous megalhs krishs ta epipeda anxous-skepsewn-psuxanagasmwn einai toso megala pou polles fores kanw na koimithw 3 meres..ftanw ton eauto mou sta oria mou kai olo auto einenas faulos kuklos!! Me tis skepseis autes nomizw oti eimai o moadikos anthrwpos ston planhth pou skeftetai tetoia polu polu polu kaka pragmata opu ntrepomai niwthw enoxes klaiw kthumwnw gia auto! einai polu duskolo na zw me auto alla prospathw! den exw gnwrisei alla aoma me autou tou eidous thn diataraxh kai tha hthela na gnwrisw..na exw mia smparastash oti den eimai h monadikh ston kosmo!!! osoi to diavasate sas euxaristw pou afierwsae ligo apo ton xrono sas!! OLOI EXOUME MIA TERASTIA DUNAMH MESA MAS POU MAS KANEI NA TA ANTIMETWPIZOUME OLA ME UPOMONH KAI KOURAGIO!